I am of no importance.
This world goes on, and will do so even when I am not in it.
Will I forever go unnoticed?
Will my friends and family ever know more than I let them?
I doubt it.
I'm different than what people think.
I might act one way, but it's only a cover of my true feelings.
If I want to cry, I'll laugh for them.
If I'm angry, I'll be peaceful for them.
To me, I am of no importance.
I'm nothing special.
At least not to those who I want to be special to.
I lay dormant in myself.
I feel like a season that only comes around once a year.
My heart and soul go numb when I try to feel what I want to feel.
My life doesn’t seem to count in comparison to someone else’s.
I’m always left behind… left out.
My parents feel that I should be a person that I can’t be.
My friends expect me to be able to change with the flip of a switch.
It’s not that easy.
Life, for me, has a different meaning.
I struggle to find out who I am, just so I can struggle to find out who I want to be.
It’s not fair to them.
It’s not fair to me.
So, why am I even here?
Truth be told, after all these years, I still don’t know my purpose.
I feel like a burden… a weight upon their shoulders.
I feel like I don’t belong… like I never will.
I used to, at least, think I had place with this world.
Now, I know that I can only have a place within myself.
Hi,
Another good poem that I can relate to, however, you are not "Of No Importance." Every life has meaning, if it didn't than why do you seem to be such a wonderful person? I'd like to personally let you know that I never have and never will see you as a burden or insignificant, because I consider you to be one of my friends.
Love,
Sander