As close as we once were, it scares me to think of
how far we've come apart.
Many factors have come to play and many tears have shed.
We once trusted each other with all we had.
Yet, now we seem to not even care what the other feels.
You made a new friend, and I felt left behind.
In that instance, I found someone new.
I hurt inside when I think of how we've both had our fights and our run-arounds with others.
Then, when things turned for us, it surprised me incredibly.
You changed, as well as I.
We grew up so much in this past summer.
We've become the drifters.
Those who come to one another when we're in times of need.
However, we part once that time is over and our
scene is played.
Wounds have been dug way too deep and the blood runs cold.
Our heart beats only for ourselves, no longer for each other.
Best friends only last so long, but we thought
we'd last forever.
I know I'd thought that we'd be sisters in life as
well as partners in crime.
We've both had the chance to see the other in agony of sadness.
We've both seen times of difficulty, but we were there.
We talked, we laughed, we settled for flat and dull mind games that others played to us.
We let others come between us and that wedge cannot be
removed easily.
On the other hand, i just want you to know, that despite everything, if you need me, I'll be here.
As for the trust... I don't even know what that is anymore.
I have experienced that, and you describe it with great verbal talent.
Starward
well, i can relate to taht a whole lot. Well wrote. U express yourself really well. I kno exactly how ur feelin. Keep up the good wk. ^_^
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