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sometimes i wish i could be selfish like my uncle and end my life too the max im a horrible person and im sick of letting doug hurt me we are not even together and he is getting me, its not right tonight was like the billionth time i thought about it since i moved here and i actually tried to choke myself like i threw up and everything ewwwm, i just dont care anymore yea i love everyone i just need the pain to sto pand a fear this is my only way, though i love them all and dont want to i have to atleast i think i do maybe oneday i will be come selfish but for now no im not and i will find a way to deal with it cause i just cant my friends and family would be mad the way i am at my uncle and i cant do that to them.