Tierd all the time
Feeling sick
wonder if it could be
could it happen
Am i prenant
will he hate me
will he be happy
or will he leave
i've been wondering
All of this
For many weeks
I dont know what to do
If i am
Will he love me more or less
Would he love our babee
Or will he leave forever
In a way i dont want to be
I dont want a baby to be
The reason he would stay with me
I dont want our lives to end
For everything to be about the babee
I need it to be about me I'm not ready
I still need the attention
Need him to be with me for me