I blamed you for everything
When really it was me
Frightened of everything
Unsure of how I felt
Yet knowing I loved you too
For all the pain I put upon your heart
For leaving knowing I still loved you
You were my whole world once
And I was yours
Now she is your everything
I am your nothing
We aren't even friends now
You hate me never want to see me
Never wanting anything to do with me
Hating me with all you've got
For I am a failure
At life, love and everything else
Never will I meet peoples standerds
I will never be good enough
You showed me that and I am trying
Trying to change be better
Be worthy of the love I have now
Maybe gain more love and friends
But I know now I will never have you
We are never going to be friends
I miss everything about you
I'm sorry for all the pain, the agony
And all the horrible words I spoke of you
You were my first love never will I forget you
For everything I've done I am sorry.....