I'm the girl whose more than broken
I've been torn down quite a bit
But still I stand, just not as tall
My scars are hiden behind my beauty
The fake smile plastered on my face
It's not always a lie some times I'm truly happy
Some times the worrying stops and I just feel
And sometimes its impossible to fight off the tears
I know when I'm fighting because as my throat closes over
It tightens as I reject the feelings and starts to hurt
All because I can't stand feeling weak, it steals my speach
Because I never use to see myself like that at all
I always felt no matter what happened I was strong enough to bear
My heart will never be the same, my trust I can't find
Most of the people I've met drag me down
They stole my innocents and my belief
That some day I'd Figure it out and we'd all be fine
makes me cry, the pain comes
makes me cry,
the pain comes with the emotion,but i will be tough
i will close my mind,my heart,even though it was torn apart
ron parrish