I stand alone abandoned by them
I fought and pushed them to no end
I drove them away with selfish ways
I ended friendships like a seas bay
I stand alone holding this knife
I wish to have no reason for life
I look into its soul as it shimmers at me
then thudding at the door, why cant they let me be
I stand here alone blood dripping from my wrists
I watch it gush I watch it slip... wow is this really bliss
I am finally learning from my mistakes
I turn around as the door breaks
I stand here alone facing them
the ones I pushed, to no end
They came back, I knew they would
Like true friends always should
I stand here awake looking at the wall
and realize that I only day-dreamed it all.
A little egocentric don't you think?
I will always be a friend, and no matter what, I'll always will be there, in a time of need!
Sara