I hate to look back, I hate to think
I hate the pain and I hate him
I hate how I couldn't sleep a wink
What I hated the most was how he made me love him
It's been a year and my heart still ache
From the times I wasted by mistake
I shouldn't have gave him all my heart
I shouldn't have let him make me blind
I shouldn't have let him fool me from the start
I shouldn't have let him mess with my mind
It's been a year and I still remember
How he stomped our flame into a smoldering ember
I miss the way he used to say my name
I miss the stupid things he did for me
I miss the times I smiled when he came
I miss the way we used to be
And when I think of him I still get upset
I hate him and miss him but I can never call him a Regret
~4/24/09