Here's a story in a different pace
Three years ago when I was thirteen
Everyone cursed me as the girl of the Asian race
Now lets imagine the mean kids in the scene
They hated me and were cruel because of what I am
They were all the lions as I was the lamb
Every morning I woke up to the rising sun
Every night I'd remind myself of that hell
Every day those bastards just poked fun
At me until the tears began to swell
My looks my mingling self esteem was nothing
The bruises my tears all of it sting
They said kids are cruel and I felt it first hand
It hurts so much that I wanted to escape
I couldn't anyways so I just had to stand
There and take it til my soul was a hopeless shape
I was no one at all just that Asian Girl
Ununique like some dull little pearl
They mocked me and humiliated me and not even cared
Like they gave a shit cuz where was I to belong?
As if they're reach out even when I was scared
Fuck no! They set fire to my hair black and long
Laughed at it as my eyes again teared
Again all I knew is that nobody cared
Today I am stronger than then. Not weak, not small
No stupid at all! Cuz back then did they give a damn
About me? Fuck no! They just put me in a wall
As they are the lion and I again, The Lamb
Those bastards can die for all I've been through
I took it all as we aged and grew
But like a pheonix, in the flames is where I emerge from
My heart is warmed by a fire and never again numb
3/26/09