And I'm always longing for
what's long gone,
and I'm not sure I'll ever feel
complete
because I know
I want you to fill me.
And I stumble from one
hard fall to the next
breaking my being open
and losing all the pieces,
and finding you instead of me
but not seeing
that these seams don't match up
and the organ is rejected and convulsing
and resenting
and writhing all along.
Intention does a fat lot of good
when you're looking the wrong way.
And we scream
and cry
and tear each other apart
all over
and over and over again...
Nothing is filling this gaping hole
I didn't know was there
until you pointed and retreated
And I was an open wound
falling in
staring and understanding
all too well.
very very nice poem