My Hell

We live life from day to day, But i sit back and let it all fade away.

I feel alone, cold, and numb.

Where have all the good times gone?



I cry from my fears, and im blinded by my tears.

Where have the years gone?



I wish my soul was alive, But it seems like it only wants to die.



So i sit against the wall, on this stone cold floor and look up to heaven no more.

Instead i close my eyes.

Breath a sigh.

And let this numb make me high.



Its just me and my pain tonight.

Just me and my pain trying to make things right.



Nobody see's my pain.

Nobody see's my hell.

Im not even sure who would care anymore.



This world is cold and deceiving.



People lie, And manipulate.



We all try to find ways to cover our pain.

Some with a substance, and some with their pride, Which, secretly, We all know is shame.



But im not new to this game.

I'v spent some time.

I've seen my fair share of the dirt and the grime.

Were all just trying to lose track of time.



So get lost in your pain.

Im not going to judge.



I've seen the pain, and i've lived in the hell...

So go ahead, Let time melt.



We just want someone to care.

Someone to say they'll always be there.



I've asked god why, But no reply.

This is why i believe its all been a lie.

But im a bad bitch, So im not going to cry.



I broke my rear view mirror today, Because

from now on, Im not looking back.



Im fighting in this world alone, Just trying to make

a name of my own.



Its just me and my pain tonight.

Just me and my pain trying to make things right.

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Blair Emilly's picture

Wow... I really relate to a lot of your stuff.