As I lay here and think
Crying out my tears
Burry my face in pillows
Cover myself with a blanket
I'm crying so hard
Tears you cannot see me shed
I'm so tired angry and sad
The pain is eating me away
I can feel it in my stomach
This pain
I know will never end
Until we end
You say you love me
But I cannot love
Not right now
But I know I do
Yet I cannot decide
Because I am crushed
And I don't know what to do
Or what to say to you
I'm too afraid.