Where to Turn

So many problems are going on.

I just don't know what to do anymore.

Should I just take a break, keep

going, or completely give up?

Two guys seem to want my heart

but only one can have it.

The question is is it the first

guy or the second guy who deserves

my heart?

My heart almost always says it

should be the first one.

There are a few times that my heart

says it should be the second.

It mostly says that when things are

going wrong with the first guy.

Should I listen to what my heart

mostly says or should I listen to

what it says sometimes?

Am I ever going to figure it out?

Only time will tell.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This poem is actually written in October of 2002.  My boyfriend had just gotten back and seemed to be someone totally different.  It scared me and we were fighting more often.  A friend of mine was there and I had a crush on him.  It made it hard for me and that is why this poem was written.

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