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Why Now?
Parts of my life are falling apart again.
With the death of a friend's family member,
I feel all the pain I did three years ago.
I don't understand why I feel like this though.
I feel as if I'm reliving the lost of
my best friend all over again.
Can I stand this tearing of my heart again?
Can I handle the emotions again?
What am I to do?
I know I must go on but how?
I feel like I have to keep everything
inside of me but now the need to do so
feels even greater than before.
I hope I can get through this.
I know I can but I don't know
if it will be the same as before.
Hopefully I will feel better before than.
