Mixed Feelings

I have so many mixed feelings right now.

I feel happy but depressed.

Every feeling in this world except love, hate,

and envy are going through my head right now.

I want to get them out.

They are so deep within me that I don't know

what to do anymore.

My mixed feelings seem to take me over.

I hate when I get like this though.

My emotions seem to just control my whole,

entire life.

No freedom is allowed to be in my mind.

Why do these mixed feelings stay inside me?

God take these mixed feelings away from

me and let me be free.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This poem was written in 1998 after many things were going on in my life that caused me some confusion.

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