Let me impregnate you with
the fears I possess.
Maybe then you'll know what it feels like,
this helpless, hopeless
terror of oh-no-what-have-I-done.
Maybe you'll understand what it's
like to cry.
Cry for no other reason than
that you need to.
I hope these feelings fester
in the womb of your soul
and eat away at you day and night,
night and day,
and give you no reprieve,
No release,
because I want you to know
the feeling of giving birth to pain,
and then forcing yourself
to love it and cherish it
and keep it with you always,
even though you hate it.
Maybe then you'll understand
my bitterness.
AAAH! I love this poem! I have no idea why but i really like the idea of the whole i want you to know what its like to give birth to pain and being forced to love and cherish it. damn i really like that. hehehe this poem is definatley awesome, keep up the good work