Falling into the twisted fate, that is life, begging to be pulled free back into the light. Holding on with all I am and wishing to find myself again. The life I lead has been changed from dark to light, a gift from one angel to another. I am no longer the one that brings pain nor do I suffer. I live in the light, but this light is cold without her. She follows as things go on, and I pray that she finds me again. As was told to me by the Goddess, wait. But what do I wait for? Do I wait for her? Hold on tight to my dreams? Or do I wait to find my place? What is it that I do? Lead I will follow for that is what I have chosen to do. As life gets more complicated and strange, I follow only the light that was shown to me, holding out for the day I reach it and can fall into the warmth. For as I have lived in the dark for so long I see this light and feel just the hint of the warmth that it will give to me. I have had to fight my way from the darkness and the cold to find what I have wanted for years. But the years I spent there make it hard to peal away the layers of the cold that have been burned into my soul. So as I make towards this new place I fear nothing, for I know the worst is over. Now its just the pain of loosing the comfort of the things I have known and stepping into this new world. Were the pain is gone and the love I have searched for all my life is. This is not the story of the star crossed lovers, but a story of love gone astray, hoping to be found again. And with a little faith and trust in what is unknown it will be saved.
nice, hope you find your way