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Frayed Heart and Soul
Something is wrong? How could you tell? I mean I hide it so well. Things in my past, life taken fast, hurting the love, that was once so strong. I feel at your feet, trying to make you see that my Life was not life at all but a sad form of death. How could you love this child of the night that was not put on this earth to love or be loved? Time only lets me know that the darkness in my heart slowly takes all control. Trying to hide from the pain that is me, the death that holds me, and the cold that covers me, trying to understand how the darkness in my soul can be brushed to make it look like it was never there? Life is unkind and the darkness that is my life is beginning to show through. How can I love when the light in my soul to love is truly dim and can almost not be seen at all? How did you find me when I honestly never called? You make me feel that love is real, but the darkness in my soul fights to push it out, there is no room for duality in this tattered soul of pain and misery, though I try to hold on to the love the pain has taken hold of my life and soul and heart. And though I give my life to you in ways that you will never know how can I give to you the broken and frayed heart and soul?
you know, weather he wants me to or not, i agree with you 100%! honestly! he wouldnt have to bare the weight of the world on his own if he'd let me help him! then it wouldnt be the weight of the world!
The darkness in our sould can over take over us if we let it. And you will never be too far gone to help, because you have people that honestly love you, whether you would wish it or not, whether you asked for it or not. We can all handle our own pain but it takes true strength to bear another's pain. I believe if you trusted someone with the weight of your sadness, your darkness, you would be surprised to see just how much love can bear.
kittie i can handel it but sometimes its just very hard! but for you kittie, for us, for the love that we do have, i will do everything i can ok! i love you so much! i really do!
I knot you think u can't be truly loved, and that there's something dark in you that will take over, but it's not true. you've been given the greatest gift, a second chance, a life that depends on you. Let her heal you, let yourself love her, and the rest will work itself out. you'll be a wonderful father when u can believe in yourself as much as I do. And we can help each other, she deserves both her parents, I'll help you as long as you'll help me not to give up, no matter how hard and painful. And I know you will. we're not together, but we have a family, and she deserves to have the strongest.