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Death, My Life
I slice my wrist, to watch them bleed, the pain feels so good. Let it all end. The pain brings a welcome relief. The life I have is gone I have a new, but it is not the one wanted. I cut again, wondering if that helps. I never mattered, the pain feels so good. Cut and bleed. And it helps me to forget the pain in my heart. Cut and bleed but it hurts so many others. But I can't care anymore I have forgotten how, but maybe the light will come back to me and I can live again when my true love comes.
I feel kind of odd for commenting on my own poem but to all that actually read my poems and the comments no I don't cut I never have. My poetry is my outlet not a knife, things do many might not agree with but I am not one to hurt myself no matter what kind of pain or how much pain I am in. I fight through it all the way.
Asheron Fireshadow
how many scars are there? you will never know. you have been the knife for some of them. yours cut really deep. maybe one day I will trust you again and be able to talk to you again.
i dont understand how people can do things like this and i hope you really dont.
fawn i think if you really werent proud of them then you would stop! its not THAT hard to quit! i did! and michael doesnt do it, and he wont do it either! because i am here to help him so that he has no reason to, just as he is there for me! i love you kittie, so much! never forget that my love! you are my everything!
Hey, I really am trying to quit and i am not proud of the 20 or 30 something scars I have. I don't want you to but even if you were it ain't like I could stop you. Humans have free will and they have their own brain for a reason.
no hitting my kittie! *smaks pixie and runs while laughing* hahahahaha! trista you cant tell him that he cant if you cant because you do it anyway! and you tell him that he couldnt stop you because you could just so easily lie and say you didnt do it, but he really doesnt do it!
and baby i am very proud of you for that! you really are very stong! i love you so much baby! you are a great influence to me!
baby you had me so scarred when you wrote this one! i love you so much and i dont know what i would do without you! kittie, reading this poem is honestly an inspireation to help me want to stop even more! when i think about me cutting, i thing about you doing it! i think, what would i do if this was him, how would it feel? baby it would hurt me so bad and i understand why you hate me doing it! so i do want to stop! hopefully i can stop doing it forever! i dont ever want to do it again! i love you and i am so sorry for ever putting you through any pain! i love you so much!
*growls and smacks you lightly* If i'm not allowed to cut myself then niether are you dammit!