The first time we kissed,
The first time you held me tight,
The first time you said you loved me,
Your presence in my life is so very missed,
Your not being here with me just doesnt feel right,
My eyes fill with so many tears I cannot see,
I have never felt so broken and alone,
I try to block you out of my mind,
I can only dream about you coming home,
I wanted to love you until the end of time,
The pain in my heart is the deepest I have ever felt,
I constantly wonder what you are doing,
I am always remembering how your touch makes me melt,
I planned on someday getting down on one knee,
And asking you if you would marry me,
Now all of this seems so pointless and vain,
I wish you would just come home and end all my pain.