Tears
As I slowly walk
along the well worn path
of the forest preserve,
I travel back to a time,
When we were here together.
Many times as one
with the woods and our souls.
The fall leaves crunch
under my foot
as I progress to the center clearing.
The cool, damp smells, the dim light,
the moss forever spreading on the old log
we often sat upon speaking of love
and our future together.
Oh how I wanted to kneel there
in God’s shining presence
and pronounce freely the vows,
I so long ago murmured under duress.
That was another time another me.
But now I wanted to say
those same words again to the man
beside me before God and nature
in “Our setting” our church.
And this time really mean them.
But we never got to that clearing
the twigs, and stones baring our way.
So the salty tears now fall
down my cheeks you would softly kiss.
But now you are not here beside me
to wipe those tears away
and hold me close to your heart
and reassure me that we will never part.