Haunting me
I see the way you stare at me
Waiting to take your first drink
Of my tears which have become like blood
What keeps me here?
Stalking your prey
I know what youre planning
Like a vampire
Walking leisurely
Watching me
Pulling me into your darkness
I kept loving you
Raping me
I never resisted
I am used to being goods
What about all I have done
My trust and support
My tears my friendship
Waiting for you
Changing myself into your reverie
I know what you are doing
I am not dumb
You found another girl
Who thinks deep thoughts
And you still wont let me leave
I have nightmares
Your hands probing grabbing striking
Can I at least medicate first
So that it doesnt hurt so much
You know how to reach that part of me that wont resist
The girl that is used to being used
The part that would rather give in
Cause if you fight it hurts so much more
I believed in you
I gave up everything
Only to sit here on the edge of eternity
Waiting for you to strike
You can paint me as the villain
But remember who the artist is
Black clouds gather
As you haunt me
Stalking me
Will it be poison?
Or strangulation
Or will my last breath be fought in vain
As I lay in a ocean of my own blood
I cant turn out the lights
Dont fall asleep
Dont close your eyes
I am tired of being yours
This time I am fighting back