I gave you my heart
I gave you my devotion
I let you into my family
And I am left here sitting on some cross roads
And I am not sure of where I am
And I am not sure of where to go
Do you expect me to sit here?
Waiting for you come and get me
Am I the back up plan?
I am worthy of some thing better than this
I am, believe it or not, something to be treated well
I have a lot to give
And I gave it all
Just for it to be dumped here with me
I am deep and passionate and poetic
I have had people after me, marry me, marry me they would say
And you- I wanted you
You werent just some girl
I wanted you
I wanted to marry you
It didnt mean a damn
Am I just supposed to sit here and wait for you to make up your mind?
Sometimes I want you to hurt
I want you to cry
I want to know you felt something for me
Sometimes I hate thinking your happy without me
I wish I could make you love me
You used to whisper to me
While we were in bed making love
You used to whisper
I love you
You used to grab me and tell me that you wanted to marry me