You broke something in me
The ability to completely trust another
I will forever second guess
I never second guessed
And maybe that was a problem
My ability to completely trust you
To believe that look of sincerity in your eyes
I no longer see sincerity
It died in you
I cant help but still love you
Maybe I can help it but I will choose to love you regardless
I meant everything I said to you
Even if to you words are meaningless
Words are to promises are to vows
And they change for you
To easily
To quickly
When a woman shows interest in me now
I turn her down
I dont want to bother
I cant go through again what I went through with you
Loving and trusting someone so completely
And believing them when they said the same things to you
Just to have their feelings change so easily
I dont lie
I dont handle lying
And you lied to not just me but my son
And that I cant find a word that describes
The level of betrayal I feel