I am afraid
To get close
To let you know what has happened
I am afraid to learn what your favorite color is
To know what kind of foods you like
I am afraid to know if you collect anything
And to know your shoe size
I am afraid of remembering your birthday
And showing you all the love poems I write you
I am afraid of letting you get too close
I am afraid of making memories
I am afraid of moments
And I am afraid of your hands and your eyes
I love you and I want to grow old with you
But I am afraid
I am afraid of getting attached
I am afraid of making plans
And I am afraid of the future
I am so afraid of all these things
Because ten years down the road I dont want to not be with you
And see something that reminds me of you
And know I was so afraid that I lost the one person that honestly didnt make me afraid