Eternal thought

I'm where I have to be not where I want to be people are waiting their waiting to see, all in due time, needle and eye, the cross and the heart no more hoping to die, elliptical time, this is our earth, protect all our women because they give birth, nature and sun, also our moon when my nemesis shows up you'll see who is who, everything is a snap so I said I don't want it because if I rally everybody is behind me, I don't want to lead still I'm always forced to, precisely that point I try to maintain alone, I'm not social at all so when I try to be that shit comes out awkward, I do what I like to do, my appetite is great and so was that of my ancestors, turn one meal into 3 crazy tales since before I could speak, are you fucking with me? get what I want like it's prophesy, eternal thought.