Im writing this now I don’t know just how
You’ll be able to see it.
But if I believe real heard this ink will become
Magic and you can see every word.
Now I know you didn’t plan to leave
Or even think you would.
But still im left here feeling like im holding up the world.
What ever happed to the baby daddy’s little girl
It seemed like only moments and look at me here
21 and still as scared as when I was so young.
Now there’s some things I need to ask
And I pray for a response.
Are you there when I cry and I feel like a part of me has died.
And when I need someone to run to when the
Road is getting dark..
Is that you that makes me feel safe when im scared.
Are you standing in my shadow moving when I don’t take a steep.
Some times at night I cry can you see?
Some times I think your there sitting next to me.
Some times I think about things from long ago
They make me smile for a while
And scare away the tears.
I see your blue eyes every time I look in the mirror
Thank you
For the forever reminder.
And I hope you know your still my best friend
Even though we cant still go and fish and
I think that’s what we’d do if I had just one wish.
The thing I miss the most are the hugs I use to get
And remembering how late we’d just sit and talk about everything.
I know you know I love you and I miss
You more with every day im here holding up the world.
Really, really good poem.
I totally know how you feel.
I just wish that I would of
Had as much time, with my father,
As you had, and I know it's a very
Hard thing to go through, because I
Have lost my father too, as well as
My mother, so I really, truly know
The pain that you are feeling.
Please do keep writing and it doesn't
Matter how it sounds, as long as you
Get your feelings out hun.
~Abbey~