I am forcing myself to write this
while my mind is out of the abyss
the abyss is a thought of you
a thought that makes my heart beat
a feeling that makes my body heat
one that doesn't let go
and continues to force a constant glow
I would have to forve myself to feel
the way I felt before my own deal
you see i had to let go
I had to let myself know
that it would feel right to leave
and make my heart cease to heave
but just like true loves dawn
you don't know you have it till it's gone
I'm not saying im in love
but more that Im free as the white dove
you see I have tremendous strength as one
but I had to loose control to know my search is done
my heart is still empty
but it beats so strong
because strength is plenty
and my intuition never wrong
so I say goodbye to you now
don't forget it's forever
and it's not a game thats clever
we would be happy as friends or more
and one day we will know how