PostPoems Be Artistic. Be Creative. Be Inspired!

I came home today, and realized that my lonliness anger frustration and love still grows. it's now right that my love is growing. is it love for you or is it love of sex. is my frustration because of the chill left when you roll away. my lonliness and anger seem to be one. it's all in my mind because of you, it all hurts because of you. I know im in your heart. but I know it won't do any good to tell you. I saw the way you looked at me that day. I told you I couldn't feel this way anymore. that I already see who you are. that person you search for. if you could even glimpse into what I see. wait a second what am I doing. holy fuck. no butterflies no excitement. I'm only clinging to the fact that you "would" fall in love with me. but that would still be missing. you still wouldn't be excited. you would be able to live without me. those feelings will never be there. so I say to you "I'm sorry, I'm sorry for the way I've been, I'm sorry for caring" I say that to you because I will go now. I will leave you to your choices. just remember to listen to those voices. no matter what others say true to yourself you must stay.