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In my life I've been alone,

Noone will notice if I go,

Noone will notice if I die

And noone will cry.



Trying to find a reason to live,

Trying to find a reason to believe,

In better tommorow

In a beautiful life.



Trying not to cry

And trying not to hide,

But with so much hate

The only time for me is night.



Bad dreams haunting me my whole life,

I don't know should I fight them

Or should I let them take me away,

Or should I breath along with them?



Nightmare creatures don't frighten me,

What's frighting me is

That one thing that live inside of me

Which for years have been devouring me.



Only fears that live inside me

Is the fear of you,

And the fear that you won't

See the real me.



That you will leave

Without a trace, without a sound,

That I will search for you

Until I go underground.



My mind,

It sure will abandon me,

It sure won't know,

That you are not with me.



You will always live inside of me

In my world there'll always be

A place for thee,

In my heart just as well too.



You have no responsobilities to me,

Just take me away,

Or make me free

So I can be.



For just one day

Get out of my mind,

For just one day

Let me leave you behind.



For just one day

Let me be free,

For just one day

Don't take my breath away.



Don't make me cry at night,

Don't make me try for life,

Don't make me yearn for more,

Make me forget about suicidal thought.



But you won't make me free,

You won't let me be,

You are here

To make my life misery.



Sometimes I wonder

Do you even know that,

Or you just live

While I'm in clinch with death.



Should I end this all,

Or should I pretend

That you don't exsist?

Should I leave for that abyss?



Should I let that demon

Creep inside of me,

Should I fight him now,

And if I win try to run away from thee?