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Will changes soon come or do I have to do another thing wrong?

Will I spend my life like this, livin' in this abyss?

How long do I have to mourn this love?

This feeling so unknown, so untold, so unlived will I ever be releaved?

But yet they were borned, they're here to hores me, they are here do depress me,

They are here only not to be returned, they are here only to make me want to burn.

Wish to wash these feelings all away, but it looks as though they're here to stay,

Words are bleeding from me, I'm not writing 'em down, I'm crying 'em loud,

I just scream, but my scream is so silent,

I just dream but my dream is so dark, can't see the end, and can't see the light.

There's no end, that's why I can't see it,

But there's no begining either, that's why I can't leave it.



Black shadow is slowly comin' over me, please don't step on it, please let it be,

Leave it to take me, leave me to drown, if not in your love, than in water so cold,

If not in your arms, than in sorrow so bold.

If You don't wanna hold me, than please let me hold...

Why did You have to step into my life, it was ugly as it was?

But now it's not a nightmare, not yet a dream, it's so scary,

'cause I can't clean this wounds, and let 'em heal.

The sound of silence is sound I connect to your voice,

I can't hear it anywhere, and it is so beautiful, so gold,

The sound of nothingness is connected to me,

That's who I am since You can't be with me,

That's who I am, that's what You wanted me to be?

Wasn't that your ugly freakin' dream?

No it was not, it is just my wish, to belive You're doin' this for free,

But if You ever knew, You would pay with a tear,

But how can You leave me, if I don't say a thing?

How can You dream me, if I'm not in your dream,

And how can You be with me, if You don't share my dream?

How can You love me, if You don't know me?

How can You leave me, if You don't want to recive me?

How can You cry, if You don't feel pain like I do?

How can You call my name, if I'm the one who needs You?

Wish for life to slowly fade away, but desire for You can't let me go away.



Dreams are slowly drifting apart, emptiness inside I can't bind,

My soul has left me, now I'm wondering all alone,

Only shadow beside me, shadow black as crow,

Where did I left, all those people who once I called friends?

Do I know thier names? Do I need thier help?

Do I want to see them before I go away?

No I don't, I had them only to keep my mind away,

But how those dreams, keep burying me deeper into ground, 'cause of them,

I couldn't let my life go it's own way.

Why did You have to come into my rare dreams,

'cause when I most needed You, You would just leave?

The other night I saw you there, you smiled like an angel, you still do,

But as I was geting closer, you were only more away,

When you finaly left, I woke up from that dream,

I started saying prayers, before again I fell asleep,

I prayed to God, with eyes full of tears, I was beging Him, not to let me dream.



I once were a bird, I used to fly so high,

But than beauty of your soul, cought my eye,

It stuned my wings, so I had to hit that wall,

After I fell on ground, deamons came for me,

But they only ripped my wings, and let me in this misery to be.



This words are here for everyone else, but not for You to see,

I destroyed what I once called my life,

You live your life as most beautifull dream,

In short You won't remember me,

But maybe sometimes, You will hear my screams,

I don't have to see You ever, but You'll always be in my dreams.

But I hope that sometime You will need me,

If that ever happens You know, I'll always be waiting for Thee.