I wonder how long you’ve been lieing to me
Was it from the beginning or more recently?
I guess I don’t really care; I just want to know why
You made me think you loved me, what a lie
I Must have been dumb to think you could love two
people, but three?
I was happy, for the first time in a long time I felt
free
Was this just a joke to you, is it still a joke?
I found out your talking to another guy and it made me
choke
Couldn’t breathe, couldn’t speak, hands began to shake
Letting the pain take over, feeling my soul break
All I could think was why?
Why did you start this? Why didn’t you stop this?
Why is there someone else I don’t know in the middle
of all this?
I can’t believe how retarded I’ve been
Either I couldn’t see it or I didn’t want to believe
it
But this is what it is, a game for a horny girl
I can’t believe how long you were all that mattered in
my world
But now it’s finally over, I can put my foot down
I’ll make sure my face doesn’t hold any frowns
No more secrets, no more lies, no more bullshit alibis
I don’t give a fuck if this makes you cry
I’m not something to ease your boredom
So you can take your tears and just hold em
If you end up in pain, it won’t be my fault
You should have ended this at the very start
But you didn’t so you get what you get
Colton’s amazing I bet
Such an awesome guy, so much better than me
Sorry I wasn’t what you wanted me to be
Why am I sorry WHY AM I SORRY!!!
I DON’T SEE ANY REASON TO BE SORRY!!!
Oh don’t worry; yeah you don’t have to worry
I’ll stay the fuck out of your life
Or should I say lives . . .
Like I give a fuck.