Deception

My smiles deceive

My eyes mislead

Who I am is locked

Deception is the key

You think you know me,

But, I’m not who I seem,

I am simply an illusion,

Just a dream.

I put on a show

For the world to see,

But, when I look in the mirror,

I know it’s not the real me.

Revealing who I am,

Means letting someone in,

And then I’d have to love them

And risk the pain again

Life seems meaningless

Without sharing it with someone

Who will love me for me?

And not turn around and run?

But until then I will be,

A mere mirage in the distance

Seeming to be one thing,

But only at a glance

Maybe, one day I will meet someone,

Who will see beyond what I pretend,

And maybe one day I will let them in,

 

And someday my broken heart will mend.

 

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