im hungry again
what vegetable is this?
the root of my problem,
i have yet to resist.
my mind is swirling,
twisting and curling
like salted pretzels
or yogurt with fruit on the bottom
im hungry again,
this is my problem.
you butter me up
im all warm and toasty
i dont have you but i do mostly
you taste me than burn me
why cant you adore me
im starving it true
but for you not for food
your love would taste better than any confection
just tell me you want me ill shrink to perfection
my tummy is rumbling
you are sick of my grumbling
im constantly chewing
these thoughts that keep brewing
please forgive, its i choke or keep spewing
i just need a crumb a sliver a sign
if the swallowing stopped you would be mine
through the aisles of life i constantly roam
digesting the hurt hoping you'll throw me a bone
leftovers im scarfing from cooks come before
these recepies bore me i crave a lot more
ive thrown myself on the fire
in hopes to aquire
someone with taste
of whom i admire
ive choked down tears
ive swallowed my pride
ive eaten it all and have rotted inside
you plucked at my wall
you seared my skin
you stuffed me with hope
and i let you in
im hungry now
should i eat?
should i puke
or admit defeat
a candy coated knife you jammed in my heart
im nothing but coffee cake crumbling apart
does it matter to you my beautiful chef?
do you want me now
should i eat whats left?
Sometimes
You offer cake
but it is really
just plain
white bread
afterall.
.
Nice write - a good rant - Lady A -