my poetry

Nothing I’ve seen,

Never have known,

Never been felt.

If only I could wish,

More entertaining.

A better person,

A worse individual.

No destiny,

No life,

A joke!

It’s all a lie,

WHY!

Nothing makes sense,

It never did,

It feels real,

The dreams,

Nightmares,

Overwhelming craves.

Transitions,

Positions,

Make it stop,

Please, go away!

Never mind, let me go away.

That’s all I could wish, all I need to say.

If only it or I could be forsaken,

Never wonder why!

Let it all be taken.

All there is,

All there was,

Cold, so very cold!

You’ve been told, you’ve been warned

Nothing is great,

Never dandy,

No, nothing is candy.

Disappear,

Let it be.

BE a shade,

A figment, not even a memory’s past.

For this could be the end,

Sadly no,

Not yet,

Not today,

For tomorrow is another day…

Author's Notes/Comments: 

i suppose a long awaited product of depression in new places... no, i am not gonna kill myself.

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wow im the first person commenting... feel special..
there never is an answer to why. its one of the suckiest parts of life if only things were different!