Here I am all alone,
With my soul,
Nothing else I could control.
With no one I love.
To my self I see nothing,
The darkness,
My jealousy,
Is eating me whole!
The decision,
My depression,
Or their happiness.
I sigh,
I cry,
I die,
I wonder why.
Why can’t I be happy,
Why can’t have what I want.
In the beginning I came into this world alone,
In the end I am destined to be alone.
Beginnings to end,
I still have friends,
But I don’t have her,
If only I could have my cure…
that rough
but i know
what its like
to feel that way.