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ALL MY LOVED ONES
Have you felt so lost in a world
where everything just doesn't seem to go right for you?
Have you felt so lonely in your life
when all those beside you abandoned you?
Have you ever felt so betrayed
when every of your loved ones conspired against you?
Have you felt so confused in your life
when everyone just started saying
the opposites about you?
Have you ever lost your freedom in life
when people started ordering you around,
demanding what? why? how? when? where?
you should do,
and even threatening you?
Fret not nor despire
if you are experiencing anyone or all of the above,
for you are not alone.
I am going through these from years together.
Being left in an isolated world,
to defend myself is always not easy.
I am only quarter past my age
almost halfway of my life,
Am i young or old enough to know
what is good for myself?
To take care of myself?
I'm not too sure...
but isn't it like living a life, without a 'life'.
When all my movements are controlled.
When all my feelings are ruined.
Now, nothing left for me to fight,
or feel glad about.
Who are my friends friends and why?
If i need to keep all my emotions,
feelings, sadness, to msyelf.
Why don't I trust anyone?
Not even my beloved parents,
nor my lover whohad sworn her love for life!
Have I not been by them all!
Yes, they are they : ALL MY LOVED ONES!
what do i want to do next?
why am I filled with hatre?,
Now I can only seek revenge,
even on the day i die.
