Sitting in fearful silence, it’s
The only way I can connect:
Mind to words, soul-guided to
Their resting place.
But the more silently I sit, I risk
Rupture of the dam.
And,
worlds threaten to bleed.
A fissure exists so monstrous, I
Pile sandbags to the brim.
Alone.
Staggering and pale, I
Call the Chief supervisor
---who’s patched things up before.
He shouts down to me, assuring
Rescue, that my deliverers are
Near.
I'm calm once more;
my strength returns.
For the moment.
But as days pass, I
Call out to angels, hoping their lowered ropes
Hoist me to safety. But,
No reinforcements
to patch or plug.
As a night owl makes his round,
To my disillusionment the faithful are
Faithless and cowardly, deafmutes
Too absorbed in tending to their own dams
Perhaps, or too frightened by
The size of the rift.
I reannounce my trouble. But
No midas for a golden victory;
Only Damocles laughing at the top,
Sword parting the final brick.
In a concluding s.o.s., the
Chief Supervisor himself, tiring of
Deserters, scales down the perilous
Walls, to lovingly take my hands
And,
together,
we wait.
And, here it comes:
The stinging of iodine on my cheeks, as
The megaton gale flogs my soul.
Shattering my own busyness, the
Muddy flow barrels along,
laying waste
to
Fort Knox.
So, the Chief hangs with me, as
Brown death overtakes me. He
Holds my shaking form fast.
As I close my eyes, my
Own worlds bleed, as I’m
Crushed beneath the darkness,
Broken body dragged in tow.
At least,
He makes the trip
with me.
I can hear garbled “sorrys,” from
The timid at the top. As I take my
Last, I’m resolved to an empty
Demise,
With Daddy,
still,
holding on.
3/24/03
i like this one...so deep. god is always watching over us. take care and god bless...