--TRUST IN ME--
The first time I saw you
I didn't know what to say
I was mesmorized by your eyes
and I was lost in them for days.
I payed no attention at first
thinking maybe it was just a phase
These feelings cannot be real
and it will all pass in a few days.
But the feelings didn't die
they only seemed to grow stronger
I tried hide these feelings I had
but then I could stand it no longer.
I had to do something
for this pain was killing me inside
It distracted me from my work
and the thoughts kept me up at night.
Finally I had made my choice
I would let you know just how I felt
I would deal with the consecuences
and just play the hand that I was delt.
But what If I asked you out
and for some reason you said no or
maybe you had a man,
Was I prepared for this outcome.
Could I cope with this blow, I didn't know
The only thing I knew for sure
was that if i didnt talk i will eventually explode.
And against my better judgement
I knew this was something I had to do
So by miracle of GOD you called up one night
and you asked to meet me the very next day.
I couldn't sleep that night
practicing what I was going to say,
or how you would react.
When I saw you the next day.
My heart skipped a beat
My thoughts became cluttered
and my knees became weak.
We hanged all day were all alone
and finally I muttered out the words
I couldn't believe I finally did it.
It took months to just get the nerve.
From that point on,
We we hanged every day,
But you said goodbye,
for something i couldnt even understand.
Someone very close masked as my friend,
end up hating on me.
fabricating stories, lies and some other things.
Who knows if i lost you,
i can only pray that you recognize
the liar and you see it in there face.
My feelings for you are strong,
dependable and true
what will it take to demonstrate
that I’ll always be here for you.
I opened to you my heart
and with out any fears
How can I make you believe
In me...not them...my dear.
--DM FITO--