i came into your life and took it for mine
like a changeling, a faded facsimile of someone who lived
stepping into you as you step away
doing exactly what you did only with none of your skill.
i was never good at this, life.
i walk into a room as if you walked out just now
and again and on and on forever, always looking for a shadow
some thumbprint left behind that hasn't faded away
and swirled into the dust that tortured you.
i was never good at this, solitude.
the holiest shrine, the last thing untouched has moved.
i swear i heard you right next to me. tiny grains of sand
keep falling faster and everything changes except the changeling
standing still and perplexed by the swirling stars.
i was never good at this, change.
i guard your shrine and await instructions
standing in the footsteps of one who knew what to do
i am your rottweiler and your priestess
if i can find something i'm good at
i was never that good.
in this landscape of relics and bizarre politics
where nothing is left unscathed
i will listen more to silence
and learn you to fill your void
and be as if i never was
A Song of Solitude
To vanish - it seems for the vacuum left. I send empathy.
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