Lately I have been so undecided.
Made the promises to myself of waiting
Told my friends that I would wait.
Focus on just being me.
Yet in that the creator gave me good friends
The creator offered me not one but two lovers
The creator sent me her and had me hold tight to him.
My world, simple yet confusing
In a word I am undecided
Fearing that I will have the best of both worlds, but
Could lose it all.
So now I sit here…Undecided