I Dont Want To.

I remember it clearly, as if it were just a moment ago,

Deep within my heart, the emptyness comes rushing back,

The darkness in my soul has come to shatter my hopes,

Turn my dreams against me, strip me of my illusions,

All I am left with is the fear that grows from inside,

Slowly second by second it confuses me and blinds me,

I cannot speak,unable to move now I'm barely breathing.



Standing there completely still, to scared to breathe,

I remember the tears running down my cold cheek,

My body was weak and my heart was breaking,

As I fell to the floor, on my hands and knees,

Hopeing, praying you would just turn and look my way,

One final look to see that I trully cared,

I waited and waited until you were out of sight.



My body was tired, my heart was weak,

To scared to move, to breathless to speak,

as I sat there crying my eyes out,

I wished for it to stop,

for all the pain to end.



That was the day when I watched you walk away,

I will never forget the way it felt,

My heart was broken as you left,

I felt lost, confused and used,

I want you so badly,

And can never have you.



Thats the feeling that hurts the most,

All I have now is hope that someday,

Somewhere you will remember me,

Because deep in your heart,

No matter how long we're apart,

You'll never forget me.



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