gothic designs
evil intensions
i'm the boy
nobody wants to mention
i've lost alot
lost my will
the desire i have to kill
i've comforted
even held
a perfect stranger
yet
i feel like
i'm being put through the ringer
like sex
four minutes of pleasure
nine months of pain
yet no one remembers my name
she's in heaven
while i'm lookin for a safe haven
shelter from all this hell
it's like burning in flames
while being played games
she was my only concern
the air i breathed
yet no one cares
i was the executioner
reigning in pain
covering all in shame
destroying every game