she can scream
at times be so mean
blessed be
a peace of mind at least
i will pray for those who suffered as i did
i want to know
why did GOD create eve to help adam
if eve was to leave first
why was she to leave my side
to burn me on the inside
with the truth in HIS hand
who am i to deny or defy a GOD
i must take up the pieces and carry them within me
i must say farewell to those who rest
do my best to try to understand why it is they rest
no reason
no treason
continue the search of discovery
the memories have completely decimated me
destroyed any hope in me
from the screaming and yelling
to the touches to the rose petal warmth breathe
the icy fingers to the jagged edge
letting go i cannot
forgetting is wasting time
looking to the stars wishing she was mine
my queen to stand beside me
my bitch to scar me