The thoughts that run through my mind
Is what tears me apart inside
Not knowing whether to go left right up down or sideways
To cope I can only look inside of myself and see all of the pain
And reflect and admit that this is my life
This is what I was made for
What I have to accomplish
There is nothing else for me as I can see
Nothing but darkness in my heart
I’m lost and so confused
Just looking for a way out
Is there one for me
Will there ever be one
I will just have to find out when it comes
I suppose