All i wanted was to be loved
by more then whats up above
i wanted to feel worthy
i wanted yo to love me
i guess that was to much to ask
cuz you ended up just being an ass
like all the others that i've met
wasting all this time is a big regret
but i guess i learned alot from you
its that you can't truest people like you
all you thought about was what you wanted
u never even stopped to sort through it
but thats how it is im not surprised
i was always suspishis about you lies
they come so easly start to you
its almost as if they were true
i know its not real i mean how could you love me
after all you've done to me
you hurt my each day
but dont even stop to say
that ur sorry and you love me
even tho i'd know its an act for me
but maybe i thought you acting and lieing
was better then being invisble and dieing
but now its over thats the end
i have to sort out all my true friends
i dont have many but thats okay
it means less drama for another day
so do what you will i dont really care
as long as i am no where near
and i'll try to forget u let you fade into a dream
i wish thats is was all just a dream
a night mare at that but that would be nice
better than knowing that this is real life
but no body said life was gonna be fair
its painful and bumpy but one day you'll be there
were the roads becomes smother for just a bit
to give you a break before toeing with you a bit
thats how life is dont ask me why
its not like im mister know it all guy
this is the rollar coaster of life you see
and we've all got tickets lets cut ourselfs free
lets stop this ride ones and for all
and feel the wind as you fall
and then when ur flate on there ground
its amazing on how much attention you get now
they only nottice when its to late
but you knwo the wouldn't coopperat
but i had to do it to make them see
how much this really effected me
if only they could have seen
maybe this would have never been
but as i leave this life forever
i want you to know I HATE YOU forever.
inspiring... yeah