I am not a man today.
The measure of a man
Is the responsibilty
He takes in his hand.
I am not a man.
All the cherry picking
That has become me
Led me to cry out,
Then turn away.
I noticed the ferns
Digging into my grave
As I lay in bed, ashamed,
And rolled over to dream again.
But I am not a man.
I aborted my family,
Walked away from wife
And kids for a job
With the crosswords.
I left my burdens
Behind me, threw down
My shackles, and sang
Along with the radio.
But I am not a man.
I smoked two packs of
Cigarettes, and took a position
On nearly everthing
Despite my lack of education.
Ran from hungy animals,
Then bent, semi-primordial
And howled at the moon,
The offshoot of the wolf.
But I am not a man.
I bet on thoroughbreds,
Chased all the pretty
Women, and lost
Until I found myself alone.
Read the great books,
Dreamed of foreign wars
And great expeditions like
Lewis and Clark.
But I am not a man.
I was not a man today.
The true measure of a man
Is the responsibility
He takes in his hand.
I am not a man.
I found
You are damned if you do
And damned if you dont.
As definitions change
Someone has to be there
For the babies
Or they will walk around
Unable to hear the truth.
Full up with the unclean stuff
That they are fed every day
That the feeders propagate
As normal.
KS
Pampers
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