The Measure of a Man

I am not a man today.

The measure of a man

Is the responsibilty

He takes in his hand.

 

I am not a man.

 

All the cherry picking

That has become me

Led me to cry out,

Then turn away.

I noticed the ferns

Digging into my grave

As I lay in bed, ashamed,

And rolled over to dream again.

 

But I am not a man.

 

I aborted my family,

Walked away from wife

And kids for a job

With the crosswords.

I left my burdens

Behind me, threw down

My shackles, and sang

Along with the radio.

 

But I am not a man.

 

I smoked two packs of

Cigarettes, and took a position

On nearly everthing

Despite my lack of education.

Ran from hungy animals,

Then bent, semi-primordial 

And howled at the moon,

The offshoot of the wolf.

 

But I am not a man.

 

I bet on thoroughbreds,

Chased all the pretty

Women, and lost

Until I found myself alone.

Read the great books,

Dreamed of foreign wars

And great expeditions like

Lewis and Clark. 

 

But I am not a man.

 

I was not a man today.

The true measure of a man

Is the responsibility

He takes in his hand.

 

I am not a man.

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I found

You are damned if you do

And damned if you dont.

As definitions change

Someone has to be there

For the babies

Or they will walk around

Unable to hear the truth.

Full up with the unclean stuff

That  they are fed every day

That the feeders propagate

As normal.

KS

Pampers

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Now that you've read my poem

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