I fell through a door
To find myself an empty
Coliseum,
Seeing the cancer face to face,
Touching the cysts I could not burn away.
I spilled milk on a table
To materialize as my mother,
Turning to rivers soft and coarse,
Unable to give what once they gave.
I slinked down my spine, the marrow of the bone,
A hardship to be buried with a death.
All I had now a matter
Of a roadside tundra, an Indian chant
Reverberating through the ears,
Of yesterday, folded as it did fade.
Arthur Rimbaud cruelly echoes from the shadows,
Shadows like falso hope, like a glove.
"Oh may it come, the time of love,
The time we'd be enamored of."
The red treaty I'd kept at my breast
Was replaced with a heavy veil,
And loose blankets with venereal diseases laden in them.
For love's a white woman, Navajo.
Albeit inhumane, unusual, a bad example,
Love is one night no matter the race.
These were the things of the splintered cradle
That became of home and youth.
I am unable so 'oft now
I've become gravel, spit and thorn.
I'm aimed to die at 52
But I'll best that by a third,
Ugly and covered in mud.
"O may it come, the time of love,
The time we'd be enamored of."
I listen, count the rocks,
Roll them over for tips on the weather
And return again, as bloody
As I came, screaming hysterically.
My cranium is shaven and transparent,
As clear as the eyelids of an ancient man.
When I was young I was told to wait.
Now I listen.
Arthur Rimbaud cruelly echoes form the shadows.
Shadows like false hope, like a glove.
"O may it come, the time of love,
The time we'd be enamored of."
In the New York School of poetry
There's Frank O'Hara, and there's John Ashbery, too.
I work my scythe on a chain gang of regret.
"I may gone crazy but I still know who the sheriff is."
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