Today begins the long, slow process
Of rebuilding my shattered heart.
I will pick the shards of glass
Out of my bed before I sleep again.
I will clear the squalid remains
Of my neglected life from my temple.
I will rage and crash and tempest
And then I will rage and crash and tempest.
I will cry the tears of a tropical depression
And know the wind is with me.
I will shed the tatters of my broken pride,
My last sacrifice to hope.
Who is the God of Hope?
And O What have I done to offend thee?
I will soak in a thousand anointed baths,
And bless myself with sacred tear drops.
I will burn incense to clear away smoke,
And turn darkness to dimly lit candlelight.
I will consume sacrament like I am starvation
And I will immediately lose the taste for food.
I will offer up all of my self-destruction,
And I will prostrate myself before myself
To beg for my own forgiveness.
I will awaken to a new world,
Strange and full of monsters.
And I will not ask if I am loved.
I will not ask if I am worthy.
I will not ask if I have value.
I will not ask if I have virtue.
I climb into the ivory tower.
I will never be undone.
There are none here for me
Except the one who will face dragons.
I Love it so much
That I want to change
My name.
WML
KS
hahaha!!! change it to what?
hahaha!!! change it to what? and why?
I picked this one
To see if I seen it.
I still like it but to answer your question
This was when you changed your name
And I started reading you.
KS
Why? It works for you.
You ..are..my..fav..
oh thanks :)
i changed my name cuz i met my most recent ex on pp and after we broke up i wanted to feel like my account was private again, but i didn't want to delete everything and start over. all those new poems right after that were about trying to get over that relationship.
Dragon Challenging
Great write: "... I will prostrate myself before myself..." too. ~allets~
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thanks stella :)
thanks stella :)