Alive to what needed to die~
~Numb, where i needed His life!
In my own strength,
mountains remained,
humility still filled with pride~
~Glimpses of light in the dark,
i was unable to face the true light,
listening, for years, to the uncrucified
telling me three easy steps to die!
Father, let me stay so clear!
Keep showing me where i resist
the carrying of the cross i've picked up,
I'm willing to follow You now to the death!
No wonder the cross is such an offense
to those who perish, while still so blinded...
...I'll go now, willingly, Lord, help me to see
everything that's needing to be crucified completely...
....WHAT?!?!? EVERYTHING?!?!?!?!?